04 January 2012

New Year's Resolution

Things around here have been pretty stagnant, which may account for my few and far between postings (and even those few are pretty weak.). 

I suppose, all things being equal, stagnant is good.  I am comfortable with there being little change in our lives, that makes thing pretty smooth actually.  Smooth, but also as far as this blog is concerned painfully boring.  Don't get me wrong, I am not inviting drama, or turmoil of any sort, but maybe just some humor which I think I may have lost somewhere.....

I've noticed in myself a change over the last few months, or maybe longer, of feeling really cynical and pessimistic about things I am a real "Debbie Downer"  so one of my New Year's resolutions is to balance those with positive and optimistic statements (it may be too much to actually feel optimistic, right at first anyway).  So my intent is that for every post I write that feels like a complaint or sarcastic, I will write one that is thankful or sincere....fingers crossed!

I have other resolutions too.  Like run at least 4 5Ks, lose weight...blah blah blah, those I know I CAN do, but the optimistic one.....not so sure.  But to start out on the right path, though I feel somewhat cynical of my ability to NOT be cynical, I will say:

I can do it...and it's going to be great!

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